Hey There, 
 I am trying to stay as up to date as I can. Wow it is tough! With school, editing, portrait sessions and my yearning for my social life back! Try balancing all that at once. Well I want to start off by saying I am not as stressed  as the last post. I have calmed down and I am finding myself. Which besides this is school and I am already learning I am really learning more and more about myself in this ten month process. I have reacted my breaking point, found my inner emotions, looking for that strength I know I have and just finding myself.
 Do you really know yourself or do you think you know yourself? I have had many long nights I would stay up late and think. That is all I would do is think. Think about myself and what I want, who I want to be, where I see myself being in the future and how I am going to get there. Many other things but those are the main things. I have noticed a lot about myself through these months. Is that I think way too much! and I never really noticed how much I worry about sometimes silly things. I need to work on  living in the moment and not thinking so much about the future. But I guess that the future is closer then I thought. Because after school I am done with school which means I have to start this business and make it expand. As of June 24 when I graduate I will be the proud owner of JP Photography! It is exciting yet overwhelming at time to think about me Justine Pelletier and 18 year old business owner. I hope that people will take me serious and  know I have a lot of experience, knowledge behind this ever changing field of Photography. I love what I do and I want people to not just think about my age but also see my work. I know that people who are reading this could say I am just 18 and I don't have to worry so much and I have time to figure this out but to me I can't stop thinking/worrying because when things start to end my mind begins to race. I have always been this way even before Hallmark. I mean even going into middle school from elementary school was a big thing. But this is bigger then that because  I am so committed to this school and this basically tells my future. I want to pass and I dedicated everything to come here and I don't get a second chance. Which puts a lot more stress on me. 
 I know what I want and I know I will get there soon! It may not be easy but I will work as hard as I can to get to the point I want to be. And I really am working on myself for me and so others wont be affected by my stress and worrying anymore(:


Till next time~JP Photography