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Hey There,
 Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I have been so busy with School, Shooting and Family and Friend Things. Things have been crazy for me since I am almost done with school and I have been very stressed with that and other things. I didn't notice until now how expensive this business really is! Wow it is overwhelming! I have been staying at the school later and trying to keep busy. But for the most part I am doing well. I have 19 more days until this final is due and everyday i am going to post something! Weather it is just a paragraph or a couple sentences but this is my challenge for rest of the days I have left! I had to come up with a 27 image portfolio by June 1 2011 and I have 8 more I need done. We have a criteria i have to follow and it seemed like a lot but as I started going  I figured this wasn't as hard as I thought. I went to an instructor this morning to show him my test prints and I made sure I asked him to be brutally honest about my work and I thought I would leave his office crying but I got a better response. He said I needed some minor adjustments and over all he liked the images I had and he would have passed me(: I was happy to hear this because I guess I am a little hard on myself about my work because I didn't think it was that great, maybe because I stare at it way too long everyday. But it was nice to hear that. 


 I have been in classes all day and then I am going home to my Mom's tonight. I have shoots tomorrow and Sunday. So I will be editing for the rest of the week and if everything goes as planned I will be getting four more shots for my portfolio done! YAY! so then I will need four more then done. With just enough time if  I need to reshoot something. I hope that wont happen, I will make it so I wont have too. 

 Other then school I am ok. Sort of stressed. When things start to end like school or anything I have been working on for a long time I start to worry and think a lot about what will happen in the future, what I will be doing, MONEY is a big thing, and my mind just wont stop going on and on. I know I don't have to really think so in depth on these subjects but I do. I try not to but it is difficult when my future is important and I know what I want to do and I can picture what I want it to be doing, but getting there is my problem. I didn't really start noticing this until I talk to a couple different people about it. They made me realize it, what I was doing and how I tend to act different.  Which I hate that I don't want it to mess with my everyday life and affect other people. Because it is different talking about but taking it out on other people. I guess I am more committed to this then I thought meaning school and my business. 


 I have a class next so I should be going! Thank you for reading! Let me know what you think!


xoxo~fierce and love~until next time